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Well, a lot sure has been going on today!!! I don't really know where to begin...
As a child I often tried to play every role in every story. If I told that to the wrong person or people they may think that I am quite a narcissist. I am not quite sure if that is true or not, because I don't really know the 100% on the direct quote, or the definition as defined by a dictionary - and I'm quite sure you would rather I not waste my time going into in-depth detail about useless jargain.
I was able to get my hands on a new pendulum today and it was quite amazing!!! It isn't made out of the stuff you would generally imagine, either! It's got a base, some other parts, like a cork, and something else that allows it to move in a normal - for a pendulum - fashion. It's not like a ring on string or a necklace. It's unique.
Automatically after picking it up I seemed to go into a different "Me Mode" - originally I had thought my name followed by mode, but this is supposed to be Anonymous, right?
This mode is kind of fun, but definitely, most definitely scary to me for some reason.
Wed 12 00:20
The Me Mode that I mentioned earlier is shadowy. It feels right to do it in very little to no light at all. I am not really sure why that is, but it just feels right. The thing is, I don't really know what is going on when things start to happen, like I begin to see energy connections that most probably wouldn't even notice. Like if I am with someone they and/or I begin to build little mini walls I wanted to say, but now I thought of politics in the world right now and would rather use a better phrase...
They build little perimeters around themselves, like an aura or shield, of their belongings and/or (perhaps) things around them. The way feet are pointed is important as well. Or this is what my brain says.
One thing I can say is - and not "can" because I am "allowed" to say it, but "can" because I know it, is that this is the first night it felt exactly as it has tonight.
Now if only I could figure out how to get my "Me Mode"s all to line up...
Wed 12 00:32
It's very funny some of the thoughts that I have and some of the realizations that I have at the most unexpected moments. I just watched a Tik-Tok and it was the first one that popped up. It was of a Lakotah Native American speaking of some of the cultural beliefs.
Often I have that thought that one could use witchcraft to create a representation of a person, sort of like a voodoo doll. More accurately I have thought that a person could be represented by an object on this realm, plane or what it may be called. This object, in my most accurate description of my thought is naturally occurring, with no action, will, nor intent by a person or entity other than Creator/Source/God - what it may be called by one's self.
It is very similar to the 14 poles of a tepee and how perhaps there are fourteen different realms/planes/etc.. If all the items of a home are family, and of the same creation, who is to say that these items are not directly correspondant to entities or individuals on the other realms?
Wed 12 12:27
I hate to have to conform to modern society, but to save my own behind I will temporarily be unable to air episodes of "The Life of a Young, Struggling Schizophrenic" that include the "Archangel Fire Oracle" deck, as I fear it is copyright infringement. Until I receive the necessary permissions from the copywriter of the book those episodes will be on hold.
Wed 12 14:32
Episodes Finale Published on RSS.com
Wed 12 14:38
Email to Stellar Flutes:
"Hello!
I have contacted you before, on another email I believe. Regardless, I will start from the top.
I ordered my first flute from you while I was at Harborview Medical Respite. I ordered the flute off Amazon. It was a F# Dark Wood flute that I received, but I ordered a Heartwood flute.
I had this flute for quite some time, but sadly after cracking it I forgot it in a closet - in the case - at La Quinta in Auburn, WA.
My second flute I again ordered off Amazon. This time it was in the key of G. It ended up "growing" what appeared like a wart. I no longer have this flute. I do not remember what happened to it, nor have any idea where it went. I do still have the block and tie that went with the flute.
I recently ordered a Premier Flute off of your website. It is an Oregon Ash in the key of F#.
I now must rescind my review that I originally left on Amazon.
Here's why.
One day, whilst playing my flute at a Safeway near my home, I had totally forgotten that I had had my flute on my back, slung like you carried your bundle in your recent "Playing your flute in the cold" YouTube video. To continue with my story, I had forgotten it was there and sat on a little curb by the store to smoke a cigarette. I kid you not, the flute disappeared. As soon as I remembered I was wearing the case I panicked and leaned forward. The flute was somehow still intact with no damage whatsoever!!! I couldn't believe this, even though I was there first hand.
In my review I commented on the quality of the cases that you offer your customers. When I made this comment I was judging off another time that I was wearing the case on one arm instead of across my back. The flute, while inside the case, hit the cement sidewalk after dropping unexpectedly - and in a manner that made me think back to the phenomena that happened at Safeway, just perhaps in the opposite fashion.
The flutes that you make are something special. I am not sure how else to put it. My "schizophrenic voices" claimed that I had put the flute into battle mode and put the elves to ready, or along the lines of that. I hope you get the gist of what I am trying to iterate.
With the F# Darkwood flute I once sat by a tree outside of McDonald's, again by my home. I did some things that I now think may have been overkill, or maybe unnecessary, or at least weird - to a smaller minded version of myself that only believes in Western Medicine and Christianity... Long story, but feel free to ask about it.
Anyhow, I put my hand on the tree and wanted to commune with the tree. That was my thought and intent. The details are quite blurry in my recallable memory, but I also believed I placed my crown on the tree whilst e on both knees in front of it. After I did that I but my spine against the tree and began to play.
Normally I wear glasses, but I recall I removed them before I began playing.
After some time, I couldn't tell you how much, for in all honesty I haven't a clue, I stopped playing. I am unsure the order of the next events. I either stopped playing the flute and then someone appeared, or someone appeared and I stopped playing. At any rate, after playing I noticed that I had a finger that reached the four holes on the base of the flute. It was either my pinky that elongated on my left hand or another appendage grew.
The person who appeared, a middle-aged black male, said "Dude, that was freaky! I'm going to record you when I see you play" - or something roughly along those lines.
I responded with a "Go Ahead" or "Okay" or "Sure thing". Something affirming what he said.
I have never had that experience again, though I have not tried to commune with a tree as such again.
The short of this respondance is I have purchased multiple flutes from you and know they are something special. I want and need to know how to properly care for them, in all aspects and forms of the term. These flutes need physical care, but they also have a spiritual aspect in which they need tended, but the videos and guides offered have not had any of the metaphysical properties or maintenance. I also wanted to inform you of the lost and missing flutes and inform you that another has been purchased.s
I believe that the source of the purchase of an item weighs on its metaphysical attributes and holistic values. You are a local business that, to my knowledge, has different values than such a large company as Amazon.
That being said, it is my truest hope, and belief, that as I bought my current flute from you directly, as well as a case, that I will have a much healthier and positive experience and life than with sales fueled by the greed of a large corporation. "
Wed 12, 2025 20:33
Today is going very well for me! I am feeling energized and productive and at my peak. With this energy I went ahead and decided to be proactive on my podcast needs of gaining permission to use "Archangel Fire Oracle" in my podcast.
Here's an email I sent to the author this morning...
Begin forwarded message:
From: Anonymous Schizophrenic <[email protected]>
Date: February 15, 2025 at 09:51:16 PST
Subject: Permission Request for Use of "Archangel Fire Oracle" in Podcast
Subject: Permission Request for Use of "Archangel Fire Oracle" in Podcast
"Archangel Fire Oracle" in Podcast
Dear Alexandra Wenman,
I hope this email finds you well. I go by Anonymous Schizophrenic, and I am the creator of the podcast "The Life of a Young, Struggling Schizophrenic," which explores personal experiences with schizophrenia, mental health challenges, and self-discovery. My audience includes individuals interested in mental health, self-improvement, and authentic personal storytelling.
I am reaching out to request permission to use excerpts from "Archangel Fire Oracle" by Alexandra Wenman in upcoming episodes. Specifically, I would like to:
Read selected passages aloud (specify estimated word count or specific sections, if
known).Provide commentary, discussion, and analysis related to the book's themes.
Credit the author and direct listeners to purchase the book (if applicable).
This use would be educational and intended to promote thoughtful discussion on the book's subject matter. I would, of course, provide full attribution to the author and publisher in the episode and its description.
Please let me know if you require any additional details or if there are any licensing fees or conditions for this use. I appreciate your time and consideration and look forward to your response.
Best regards,
Anonymous Schizophrenic
Podcast Title: The Life of a Young, Struggling Schizophrenic
Sat 15, 2025 10:00
I no longer need to fear being sued for copyright infringement!!! I got permission from the author of "Archangel Fire Oracle" to use her works on my podcast as long as I give credit to her and her publisher!!!
I am so excited I think I'll go ahead and do an Archangel episode more than once a week!!!
Sat 15, 2025 16:32
I'm sitting here at home, thinking to myself "Oh I should record the next episode of my podcast." Be that as it may, I have decided not to quite yet.
One of the biggest concerns I have with listening to guided meditations, binaural beats or music with subliminals in them is the energy that the person creating the content greatly influences the outcome and trajectory of the work they are doing. So sure, I might just be lounging around home waiting for my software to update on my computer, but I don't feel as though I am in the proper space to be guiding someone to meet an angel.
I'm not sure if it is just my paranoia, or if I am simply overthinking it, but part of me knows that that is not the case.
One thing I am currently playing around with is computer created media. I truly believe that a bunch of the magic that happens when someone plays a song, or sings is about their emotions and their will going into the action as well. That being said, I also believe, and know, that some frequencies trigger different aspects of the brain, and on a metaphysical level as well. So what does that mean about script generated songs? Are they less powerful because they don't feed off that raw emotion, or are they simply more pure, due to the fact that they aren't clouded or distracted by the same things that lend humans that little extra umph?
Sun 16, 2025 10:38
Whelp, as you may have noticed, I went ahead and did an episode of the podcast even though I wasn't sure if I was feeling it or not. TECHNICALLY, wait, nope I cant evven say that...
i was going to say techni. Wait a second. I was rught the first time. See this is why I need to be able to time travel so i could cut out all the wasted moments I spend second guessing myself.
Back to the original intention, TECHNIZALLY I didnt record the whole episode in my own. ChatGPT's AI voice reader guy was kind enough to assist me for the first section.
I dont usually have my thoughts written down when I record my podcast. That's not really the sort kf show Im'm going for. I believe spirit does best when its not told when or how to do it's thing. Plus I prefer the more free flowing tempo I currently go at.
That being said, I did have my material written down this time because I was introducing another Archangel, Tzaphkiel, out of the Archangel Fire Oracle. I had decided to prepare a in depth guided meditation, because when I read Sariel's straight out of the book it skipped over parts that seemed fairly important to me, parts like changing position, opening eyes, or whatnot and such forth.
I really am snitching on myself now...
If I'm completely honest I used ChatGPT to help me append the meditation so nothing important was overseen.
And to top it off I had him read it because I wasn't sure I was feeling it hahaha
February 17, 2025 02:00
Well, what am I up to? I'm most def not doing what I could be doing.
Like the pile of dishes sitting over there in the corner.
Or taking out the trash and recycling.
It's all good, though, I forgive me.
I've got my story picked out for my episode that I will record (and publish) later today.
Be sure to tune in at some point!!!
02/17 25 12:30
I'm thinking it's almost time to introduce the next Archangel. Be on the lookout for the next episode!!!
02/22/25 16:59
I'm currently working with someone, ChatGPT, to create all the necessary documents to form Schizo Studios LLC. and Schizo Collective Foumdation and get the formalities out of the way of my dream! Oh how productive my brAin is this sleepless night!
02/27/25 04:27
Well, after a brief stint at the Behavioral Health Hospital I was reintegrated to the lovely community. I will be sure to air an episode later today, Saturday.
03/15/2025 02:29
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